Thoughts on being...

I've decided to post one of the emails I've written, since it sums up some of my thoughts so far, with more to come later:

We had 2 weeks of classes, and then we had National Holiday, which is a week-long break. I went to Xi'an with two of my distinguished colleagues, who are bf/gf. It went really well, and we all got along well. They are better in Chinese than me, and they taught here last year. We stayed together the whole time, in fancy hotels, in rooms (with bathrooms down the hall that were too scary to use), and on the floor of our Xi'an colleague's apartment.

We went to Shaolin Temple and the Terra Cotta Warriors. There were a lot of tourists because everyone had a break. We had some delicious food, esp. Indian food, which we don't have in Shantou.

I'm in the process of starting my Chinese classes and getting a tutor. After my trip, I feel a bit more motivated to learn Chinese a little better. The real issue that I feel is, if you can speak with people, even a little, they feel a bit more trustful of you, and they feel like you are a real person.

Many times students and little kids on campus, yell "hello" at us. They really don't have any other desire than to say "hello," and it feels like we are animals, exhibitions, or something. Even worse, in touristy areas, the street vendors yell, "Hello, hello, hello..." which means "hey, come look at my stuff, buy my stuff," while they trample over each other to get closer to us. It reminds me of 'Finding Nemo' where the seagulls say, "Mine, mine, mine..."

I'm also fascinated with some aspects of Buddhism, having visited a number of temples on our vacation. There is a goddess named GuanYin, who is like the Virgin Mary. She is the goddess of Compassion. We saw a 6 meter-high carving of her, which had 1,000 arms and 1,000 eyes (drawn on her hands). I read the story when I got home, and I think it's so interesting. Because of this, I would also like to read some Chinese novels and legends.

I'm finding some new interests, and China is starting to seem more comfortable now. Luckily, in our school, all of the students have at least a little English skill, so they can help us when we go to the cafeteria or when we buy things at the campus stores. Also, all of our teachers are qualified professional teachers, who have a lot of common interests, and some common personality traits. I would probably be miserable if these two factors didn't exist.

Also, the students treat us very well here. When they see us on the bus, we can tell that they are trying to build up their confidence to talk to us. When they see us with our supermarket bags returning home, they offer to help carry it to our apartment. Today a student walked to the bread shop with me after class, and she carried some of my bags to my apartment. They are most eager to spend more time practicing English.

-吴佩芙